Rajaram said, "No."
"What do you see?" Pendu asked.
"Baba."
During this period when Chhota Baba and the others were in this elevated state, a music performance had been planned. Baba canceled it, however, explaining his concern that if Chhota Baba heard music in his present state and started weeping, he would not be able to stop and could even die as a result.
On the 24th, Baba instructed that enemas be given to Chhota Baba and Rajaram. Raosaheb was called at eleven o'clock to administer them in the dispensary. As Chhota Baba was being given an enema, he began to sob and cry out sadly, "Oh, what is this now? I don't want it! I don't want this world and all these things. Oh for God's sake, let me be in my supreme state of bliss! I don't want all this! Why are they coming between me and Baba? Why are they removing the sight of my beloved Baba? Remove these — I don't want them! O God!"
While this was going on, Baba was explaining to Padri that Chhota Baba was being brought down to gross consciousness. Chanji described Chhota Baba's tears as "like a child being deprived of its favorite toy ... tears of real grief and disappointment, felt at losing an object dearest to the bosom."
Raosaheb was surprised by Chhota Baba's tears, but when he related the incident to Baba, Baba reiterated, "He does not want to return to the gross sphere, even if it means dropping his body. Explain to him that he should not be afraid of anything. Say, 'Shree will see to everything. Everything will be all right.' "
He ordered Raosaheb to take Chhota Baba and Rajaram for a fifteen-minute walk.
Baba explained to the mandali:
Abdulla's weeping is due to his coming down from the mental sphere to the gross. He is thoroughly enjoying that state and never wishes to leave it, even at the cost of sacrificing his gross body, of which he has the least consciousness. His body is so very delicate at this point that it is not able to stand further strain. The slightest shock could be fatal to his body. By this process of cleansing his bowels, I am trying to bring him down to the gross. But he does not want the bliss to disappear, and hence he weeps.
Abdulla's present state is like a pir or wali on the sixth plane.