Similarly, at the time of death a great shock is felt, resulting in loss of memory. One completely forgets his past life. Suppose in the past life you were a boy or a girl, good or bad, but in the present life you have no knowledge of it because the link has snapped. During death, the mind receives such a shock that it affects all the impressions. When again a child is born, the effect of the shock is dissipated, the mind opens, the link restarts and life begins functioning. The impressions that were covered are now uncovered and are used up in actions.
It is all according to your impressions of illusion, or the dream, that these are there. The present life is nothing but the result of the actions of the past life. Due to loss of memory, you have forgotten those impressions and feel like it is starting a fresh life, but in fact you are continuing the old life. It is due to your past sanskaras that you are with me, play cricket with me and listen to discourses. Illusion has a law and law is based on the circle, but that is a different matter. As the sun rises daily in the East, the sanskaras of the past life are spent in this life.
Past impressions of the mind, when they turn into actions in the present life, create new sanskaras. Mind is full of sanskaras, and past sanskaras are to be expended. But alongside, new sanskaras crop up. Due to his past sanskaras, Kishan Singh has to take down what I am saying now. While writing, he thinks that whatever Baba is saying he is writing. This thought does not belong to past sanskaras and thus he creates new impressions. Mind is freed and is bound, and it binds itself by freeing itself. This goes on and on until annihilation of the mind is achieved and liberation gained.
During this period in Dehra Dun, Meher Baba began dictating his book about the purpose of creation, God Speaks . He would dictate points every day to Eruch, who would jot them down and write them out at night. The next day he would read to Baba what he had written. This writing of God Speaks was not, however, completed at this time but was continued for months in Mahabaleshwar and subsequently at Satara, also.