I have knocked my head on a thousand thresholds, but I cannot see your Real Form.
But only one in a billion can see me as I really am, in my Real Form. The meeting in Oneness is quite different from this sort of darshan. For that, unique love for and unflinching faith in me are essential. But do not worry.
In this hall, all the cups of Wine are empty. But when the Divine Wine-seller opens his eyes, simultaneously all cups will be filled with love. Let us hope it will be soon! When I break my silence with that Word of Words, all your cups will be filled to the brim full of love — and then you may drink to your hearts' content.
I am that Drop that has swallowed the whole Ocean! If you were to really love me, maybe one day you will see me as I really am. Love me wholeheartedly and you might one day get a glimpse of my Reality.
As Jaipuri Qawaal sang, Baba's face looked more radiant than a thousand suns. His being in all states of divine love was seen physically on his face. None knew how the two hours passed so quickly. All longed to be in his presence for some time more. Neither words, nor music, nor anything else was required. It was pure joy just to look at Baba. His luminous countenance contained Wine and intoxicated all.
At 6:00 P.M., the musicians sang Madhusudan's arti and then embraced Baba. With the arti, the day's function came to a close.
On Sunday morning, 4 November 1962 at 6:00 A.M., those who had not met Baba before, arrived by buses, and as instructed, began streaming through the gates of Guruprasad. Hearing their shouts of acclamation, Baba, the all-merciful Father, was already on the dais, and he immediately commenced embracing his children, one by one. The darshan pandal was empty — there were no throngs at this meeting — and by nine o'clock, all had had Baba's darshan and embrace.
After meeting with his Eastern lovers, Baba went to the hall in Guruprasad to see the Westerners. "He looked terribly tired, infinitely tired," Filis Frederick recorded. "His face was full of Christ-suffering."
But within a few moments, Baba seemed fresh and glowing.
He greeted his lovers, "Since six o'clock this morning, I have been on the dais. All else is suspended for the sake of my lovers. I cannot give embraces. I have to be free for the public at 2:00 P.M. This morning I have done my duty of love; now you will help."