The life of everything and everyone is an open book to me. It is like a film show that I enjoy at my own cost. I am the sole Producer of this ever-changing and never-ending film called the universe, wherein I become you in your awake dream state in order to awaken you to the Real Awake State. When you experience this state, you will realize the nothingness of what was your awake dream state which you experience now. This needs my grace. When my grace descends, it makes you me.
The same day, Baba gave this discourse:
When I order you, you have to try your best to carry out the same. If I say, "Fly!" since you have no wings, even trying is out of the question. What you can only do, as the reflex response to my order, is to take an upward jump as high as humanly possible, only to fall back to Earth. However, if I ask you to take 10,000 somersaults, then trying is possible, but this needs your preparedness to face possible death. Begin, and I am there to help.
Now, two more examples of another type. If I say: "Throttle [Strangle] your mother whom you love so dearly," what is your reaction? You feel puzzled and confused. You are nonplussed. This is because you have not understood the status and function of the Avatar — the Infinitely Compassionate One.
The mind plays its trick and you say to yourself: "It would have been better had Baba asked me to throttle myself." But if I say: "Throttle yourself," what will you do? How can you carry out this command? Is it possible to strangle oneself consciously?
So in trying to obey me, there are two possibilities — willing and unwilling obedience. As in the case of your dear mother, "trying" is possible but you are not willing. In the second case, your willingness to obey is there but trying is not possible.