The secretary was told that during his stay Baba did not want anyone else to stay in the house. But since the Maharani had already promised her brother, Baba agreed to vacate the bungalow early. The secretary most likely conveyed this to the Maharani, and phone calls went back and forth between Bombay and Guruprasad. But having decided to leave, Baba moved back to Dadi Kerawala's bungalow at Ganeshkhind Garden on 1 June 1957. The result was that, thereafter, the Maharani reserved Guruprasad exclusively for Meher Baba's use, and never allowed anyone else to stay while Baba was there.
On Sunday, 2 June 1957, Baba held another meeting with 43 of his lovers from Navsari, Bajwa and Surat at Ganeshkhind, and repeated verbatim what he had stated at the previous "warning" meeting in May about visiting saints. Baba exhorted them to hold firmly to his daaman, as the black cloud was fast approaching, and he again emphasized the fact that he was the true Avatar of this age.
"Age after age," Baba said, "five Sadgurus control the affairs of the world. They don't suffer — they bring me down to take on the suffering of the world."
An old lover in the group, Ader Desai (Keki Desai's brother) of Dehra Dun, promptly said, "Baba, I love you so much, but the idea of God coming down as the Avatar does not penetrate into my heart, however much I try to make it do so. I tell others that you are the Avatar, but to be honest I have no such conviction, though I desire it very much."
Baba asked him, "Do you love someone more than me? Have you come across anyone greater than myself?"
Ader replied, "No, there is no one more worthy of love than you."
Baba assured him, "Then that is enough. Why worry? Try to love me more and more. But remember one thing: Never tell others what you do not feel yourself. Tell others only what you honestly take me to be. I am everything, and one can honestly believe anything."
Baba pointed to Cowas Vesuna and asked whether he believed him to be the Avatar. Cowas said, "One hundred percent!"
Baba emphasized again, "Try to hold fast to my daaman." But he also added, "However much you may try to hold on to it, it all depends upon my will whether to let go of your hand or not. But still, you must try with all your heart and faith."
That evening Baba paid a half-an-hour visit to the home of Manohar and Mona Sakhare. They had been longing for him to visit, and Baba had fixed the date beforehand.
