“”Have you any idea what kantala [botheration] the colt is to me? You would not believe how much the horse has added to my kantala .
"This is paradoxical," Eruch interjected. "How can human intelligence understand you, Baba?"
“”I feel perplexed and also make the mandali confused. Day and night, I am thinking of freeing myself of these responsibilities.
Christ knew he would be crucified and felt it. He was all bliss. His suffering was universal, but alongside, he was on all seven planes! It is the state of Perfect [Divine] Consciousness. So, Jesus felt the crucifixion on a lower state of consciousness. Always, he knew; still, he was waiting for it. He had warned his disciples about it. And when he was finally crucified, in his lowest state of consciousness, he cried out: "Father, even You have given me up! Why hast Thou forsaken me?"
For a majzoob, however, there is no such thing. He has no universal duty to perform. He only enjoys the supreme bliss.
Nilu asked, "What does it all mean about the Father, Son and Holy Ghost?"
Baba explained at length:1 “”Father = Sat = Janan = Akshar = Behud (limitless);
Son = Shiv = Jaaney Janan = Uttam = Anhud (supreme, Unlimited);
Holy Ghost = Jeev = Jaan = Kshar = Hud (limitation).
To become Supreme, the state of Akshar is to be experienced.
To become Anhud, the state of Behud is to be experienced.
To become the Son, the state of the Father is to be experienced.
Beyond this all, there is the state of Unconscious Consciousness. But for the unconscious bliss to become supreme, the first state to be acquired is the state of being limited. Thereafter, the state of limitlessness is to be experienced; and for the Universal work, it has to be in the Beyond state.
Man = limitation = Kshar
God = limitless = Akshar
Avatar or Sadguru = Unlimited, Supreme = the Beyond
When the soul becomes one with the Oversoul, it is in the state of Behud. And when the Realized Soul "descends" from his Highest state for Universal work, meaning when he regains gross consciousness alongside his superconsciousness, he is in the state of Anhud. Because, being God, he is in both states — the limitless and the Beyond — and works for hud (limited ones).
Thus, in the state of the Father, the Realized One is not meant to do Universal work; but in the state of the Son there is Universal duty.
