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Chapter 24: Dehra Dun, 1953

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Consequently, on her own, she stopped going to any saint, and began singing kirtans about Baba at the residence of Bal Kisan Bakhshi and his wife, Meher Kanta. Every week, Prakashwati would perform kirtans in their bungalow, with this favorite line echoing: "Born of Shiva's phallus! Jai Meher Baba, Jai Merwan!"
Kishan, too, would sing so loudly that he was heard in the mandali's quarters, and Baba also would hear him. Thus, an amazing transformation in Prakashwati occurred, and Baba played his game of keeping Kishan Singh bowed forever at his feet. At his holy feet lies the Tavern, which provides ample shelter for all, and even those unwilling to come to him were drawn there by his infinite mercy.
Conversing with the mandali on the 19th of June, Baba observed:
There is an advantage in approaching a wali, and also a disadvantage at times; but there is no question of loss or gain in approaching me. Still, when my will manifests, all will be blessed automatically. The whole world will be blessed, and God will do it 100 percent.
Aloba asked, "When will you break your silence?"
Baba smiled, and spelled out:
After 1,200 years! When God makes me speak, I will speak, and it will be the Word that I utter — the True Talk.
Buddha, Krishna and Christ have gone after saying something, and so will I after speaking something. But when I speak, God will not make me speak all this!
Whatever I say now is already written in books, and it is all repetition. Only when God makes me speak will He express and prove His Godhood through me. But that is quite a different matter.
Once in a cycle, God does this. It depends on His whim. But when God makes me speak, my speaking will be a proof. It is quite true that my work is universal in nature, and every saint, wali and lover will help in it 100 percent. God will do all this, and I am looking forward to the time. I am keenly waiting for it. I only know that God will make me speak. When I utter the Word, God's existence will be proved, and for that to be done the help of the masts, saints and walis is essential. I am taking their help.
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