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Chapter 22: 1952 Trip To The West

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At one point Baba asked the girls, "Would you do anything I asked?"
Both nodded Yes.
"YES! or just yes?" Baba asked.
Renae thought: "I am feeling so much love in my heart, I do not quite understand what Baba is saying!"
Leatrice decided: "I'll say yes no matter what and think about it later."
Both firmly responded, "YES!"
"I'm glad you both will obey me without hesitation," Baba stated, and to their father added, "Isn't that right, Darwin? They'll do what I ask without hesitation."
Baba continued: "Would you jump in the lake?"
They said they would.
"With all the alligators?"
"Yes."
"Good. I am in all — snakes, deer — in everything."
Baba again embraced each one, and held Leatrice so she could gaze deep into his eyes.
She vividly recollected the experience:
He allowed me to look deep, and it was as if I were looking deep into the unknown. I kept looking without looking away, looking forever without coming to an end, looking far, far behind. As a result of looking into his eyes, I experienced Baba as the fathomless, colorless beauty of light. It was as if I were boring into Baba. I had always craved beauty in all forms, dancing, et cetera, and now Baba showed me real beauty so that I could see things in proper perspective.
During his stay at the Center, I longed for another chance to look into Baba's eyes. Baba had called everyone to the Lagoon Cabin the following morning at 10:15 A.M., and I noticed as people came out, they were happy, sparkling. We went in and Baba held my father and was very smiling, happy and bubbly. He was giving out bubbling happiness that day, so I joined the parade and felt what I can only describe as bubbles of happiness.
When we were called in, I was watching as Baba allowed everyone to kiss his hand. I was not prepared for this as I wanted to embrace Baba. He allowed me to embrace him, but I realized that in doing so I had missed the moment to kiss his hand. I regretted that I was not able to appreciate the opportunity and wished I could have. A little later, without any ceremony, there was Baba's hand before me. I knew what to do then.
Several times during their interview Baba remarked, "Jeanne loves me."
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